Unguarded Future

Will never get tired of Final Fantasy soundtrack,
especially the pure piano ones,
they're just too beautiful.
Once again,
I'm back to this,
Final Fantasy XIII-2 Lightning's Theme ~Unguarded Future~,
this piece of piano soundtrack,
perfectly conveys the message of the story,
portrays the anxiety of Lightning,
and notice near ending of the music,
there's a blend of Serah's theme into it,
showing Lightning's endless love and care to her sister.
The anxiety,
frustration of couldn't save my own family,
the emotions,
the fear,
the sorrow,
the responsibility,
the struggle,
it's the same,

as me.
Can I give a "bro-fist" to Lightning (Claire Farron),
and says "I feel you"?
LOL

Instead of escaping from the responsibilities,

or die immersing in guiltiness,

Lightning chose to stand up and keep fighting,

for every reason she can find,

which fits in the character that Square wanted to give to Lightning,

"勇気"

Courage.

I'm indeed inspired by the courage she had shown,

but can I have the same courage to face all the upcoming uncertainties and challenges?

I doubt it.

I have near to zero confident to my own ability in

handling tough situations,

and remaining calm in great anxiety.
Tomorrow will be my product presentation,
although I didn't put much effort and expectation in it,
I can still feel the stress,
hence the anxiety.

Another messy last minute works, within 2 hours

I still have many things that I wanted to blog about,

but at the moment,

I'm tired as fuck,

it's 04:03AM now,

and tomorrow's presentation will be around 9AM,

and I have to setup everything at 8AM.

Good luck to myself,

stay strong ken min. 

Fantasy.Lockheart

-tired as fuck-