Complicated + Confusing = Headache

Sazh, Vanille, Snow,Lightning, Serrah, Hope, Fang

( From left )

Main Characters of Final Fantasy XIII

❤

Well

STPM finished just now

with Physics Paper 1 as the terminal paper

My heart was shouting : " MERDEKA!! ",

as I walk out of the examination hall.

However,

I couldn't finish doing my Physics Paper 1,

blah blah blah~

During the exam, I head up and look at the clock once

there's still [ 10 minutes left ]

and I LEFT 10 QUESTIONS,

this leaves an average of 1 minutes per question to me,

OHHHH

So I finished off the last 10 questions with " FUCK " and " SHIT " all over my mind

In other words, nervous.

After I went home, 

and after I took my shower and sit down on my bed.

I started to think

think left

think right

think up

think down

think front

think back

ok..

I'm flashing back what happened recently,

with a little bit element of judging and analysing.

19 November 2012

[ The First Day of STPM 2012 ]

It's a Pengajian Am kertas ( General Paper ) 2

I did my graph wrongly

I did my essay simply

I went home and sleep immediately.

Since, it's the first day,

everyone seems to be super high tension,

I could hear *sigh* all over the from 6 block,

also there are people gasping of nervousness,

I couldn't stay calm also,

my whole body is shaking.

21 November 2012

[ The Day of My Greatest War ]

It's a Chemistry Paper 2 on that day.

Miss Sim did some prediction

I've been prepared for my STPM chemistry for more than 1 year

until I bluffed myself to believe that I'm so enough to stay calm

As I said

It's a bluff

I nervous like hell

Every single cell in my body is shivering

I didn't know why

I confirmed that I've prepared almost everything

but

I 

just

Scared

of Nothing.

27 November 2012

[ Always Fearful ]

Physics Paper 2

OMG

IT COMES

physics paper 2 is like a doomsday for me

since

my physics sucks

as usual

I payed effort on it

I swear

but I just sucks in physics

lalala~

slap me please.

BUT

I felt less stressful thanks to my 0 expectation XD

Well, that's why I always tell myself

" Stay calm, and be logical. Set Goals but not Expectations "

3 December 2012

[ Calm? ]

Mathematics Technical Paper 1

After the first three days,

I think I'm already used to the current situation,

and suited myself nicely into the exam mood.

Oh well,

It's a maths paper,

constant practice matters,

not last minute tension.

So,

I slept early last night and try to stay conscious,

and ensure my mind is as fresh as possible~!

After the 3 hours war with maths,

I'm exhausted,

almost every single drop of my brain juice used up.

I still couldn't solve most of the question! Good Job

Oh please, stop me from continuously acting like a bitch.

5 December 2012

[ OMG, who said MCQ is easy? ]

Pengajian Am kertas ( General Paper ) 1

This paper just kill me

It fucking drains out every single nerve cell I have in my body.

Just

I never score higher than 38/60 for this stupid paper

I walked into the exam hall with a half-gave up mindset.

Hoping to strike my maximum aim, 38/60

HOORAY

I hope I did well in this stupid paper.

I just hate it.

6 December 2012

[ Fusion of Scientific Logic ]

Mathematics Technical Paper 2 in morning

Chemistry Paper 1 in afternoon

It's a shit

I'm fucking exhausted after I finished my Maths 2

It's raining heavily out there

during my chemistry paper

rain water is splashing all over my table

and I have to lower down my body

in order to protect my MCQ answer paper

and then

lightning strikes

( LIGHTNING~!! SHE'S COOL )

and the whole blog went black

* no electricity *

OMG

I'm damn sleepy

It's raining

No electricity

why I'm sitting for a paper in such critical situation? -.-

Is it a kind of test of patience or what?? 

ARGG

stop it.

13 December 2012

[ The day of Merdeka ]

Physics Paper 1

* I talked about it just now *

feel fee to download this photo and set it as your homescreen wallpaper!
I realised it's a nice wallpaper size

Oh yeah~~

I went to carrefour with chean chean and her sister 11/11/2012

We have our lunch in Subway,

it's nice >w<

In the same day,

I found this thinggy out in my bag,

it's an invitation card made by my juniors.

Mine is gold, others are blue !! XD

hahaha 

my castle looks extra glamorous in gold.

It's a cool invitation card though, good job boys and girls.

I shall say goodbye to this school badge, name tag and tie.

GET OFF!

WAHAHAHAHAHA

Final Fantasy XIII is awesome

Lightning is AWESOME

Looking forward for Lightning's Return next year.

I hope I can set a boundary of thinking to myself,

so that I won't always taunted into sadness so easily.

Seriously,

I cried when thinking alone in my room, hugging my pillow and little bear.

It's not cool.

Someone will discriminate me again.

Fantasy . Lockheart 

❤

STPM is over ❤