再一次的..
我被当成了白痴.. 真的是白痴..
我有了放弃的念头.. 也不是第一次了..
我也不晓得.. 到底有多少次.. 我告诉自己.. [ 这场仗, 打不下去了 ]..
可是.. 每次都会想到 [ 既然都战斗到了这种地步, 撑到了这种状况, 继续吧 ]..
因此.. 我还是会继续战斗.. 一直.. 继续战斗下去..
我必须战斗.. 必须尽力的去战斗..
就算.. 战斗了过后.. 什么也改变不了..
我还是会继续战斗..
为了维持现况而继续战斗..
我真是太傻了.. 到底是什么笨蛋白痴幻觉让我松懈了下来..?
为什么..
为什么我会站出防护线?
难道说.. 我希望.. 我希望他会拉我一把?
是的.. 有一杀那我是这样想的.. [ 真是天真 ]
我真的很想盖自己几个巴掌..
可是, 偶尔.. 只是偶尔..
抱一抱希望.. 那种感觉真的很不错..
只要撑的过失望..
希望也不是什么坏东西嘛~
别犯傻了
保持原状
尽可能的
戴上面具
装上盔甲
跟自己
跟美丽
跟丑陋
战斗到底吧~!
知道战斗到死
为止..
Fantasy . Lockheart ❤
Whenever sang my songs,
on the stage,
on my own..
Whenever said my words,
wishing they would be heard..
I saw you smiling at me,
was it real or just my fantasy?
My last night here for you,
same old song just once more..
My last night here with you,
maybe yes maybe no..
I kind of like it your way..
How you shyly place your eyes on me..
Did you ever know?
That I had mind on you..
Darling so there you are,
with that look on your face..
As if you never heard..
As if you never down..
Shall I be the one of you..
Who pinches you softly but sure..
If frown is shown that..
You'll know that you're no dreamer..
So let me come to you,
close as I wanna be..
Close enough for me,
to feel your heart beating fast,
and stay there as I whispered..
How I love you peaceful eyes on me..
Did you ever know?
That I had mind on you..
Darling so share with me..
Your love if you had enough..
Your tear is your holding back..
Or pain is just what it is..
How can I let you know..
I'm more than the dress and the voice..
Just reach me out than,
you'll know that you're not dreaming..
I'll be here..
I'll be here waiting..
I'll be here waiting for you..
But why?
If you come here..
You'll find me..
I promise..
- Faye Wong - Eyes On Me - Final Fantasy VIII OST -
This song..
Always makes me calm..
As always..
Music save me..
Save me from what I've to be, what I've to face..
I knew..
One day..
I'll encounter..
My saver..
That the one will done everything that music done for me..
Fantasy . Lockheart ❤
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